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I'm at my wits end with people. I'm just about ready to shut out everyone because I'm tired of being told what I think is wrong, the bands I listen to are trash, my beliefs are completely wrong, the things I enjoy are bullshit, etc etc.
No...screw you. I'm not something you can mold. I'm not some damn piece of clay you can take and screw around with and mold into something YOU want. I'm not a kid that will let you shove your beliefs and ideas down my throat.
My beliefs are just as right as yours. My music is not trash! The things I enjoy are not bullshit either!
You may think that you know the truth but honestly you dont. There is no absolute truth. And dont you dare say that my mind is clouded by today's garbage because its not. My mind interprets things in a different way because of how I was raised and how I dealt with events in my life when I was younger.
If you think that I'm just going to kneel down and let you shove your ideals and beliefs down my throat at the age I'm at and thank you, then you're sadly mistaken. I hate people like that. I may not show it but I absolutely despise people like that.
I'm my own unique individual and if you have an issue with that, then oh well. I'm not changing for anyone. No matter how much I care about someone.
So get your head out of your ass and accept it! IM NOT CHANGING! Dont like it? Then there's the door, I'm not stopping you. Just dont let it hit you in the ass on the way out.
No...screw you. I'm not something you can mold. I'm not some damn piece of clay you can take and screw around with and mold into something YOU want. I'm not a kid that will let you shove your beliefs and ideas down my throat.
My beliefs are just as right as yours. My music is not trash! The things I enjoy are not bullshit either!
You may think that you know the truth but honestly you dont. There is no absolute truth. And dont you dare say that my mind is clouded by today's garbage because its not. My mind interprets things in a different way because of how I was raised and how I dealt with events in my life when I was younger.
If you think that I'm just going to kneel down and let you shove your ideals and beliefs down my throat at the age I'm at and thank you, then you're sadly mistaken. I hate people like that. I may not show it but I absolutely despise people like that.
I'm my own unique individual and if you have an issue with that, then oh well. I'm not changing for anyone. No matter how much I care about someone.
So get your head out of your ass and accept it! IM NOT CHANGING! Dont like it? Then there's the door, I'm not stopping you. Just dont let it hit you in the ass on the way out.
NEW ACCOUNT!
Hey everyone. I decided to come back to dA just for nostalgia and just to have another platform to share my art.
If you want to follow me please do so if you wish -> Caederyn (https://www.deviantart.com/caederyn) . I only have one piece up, but I will be uploading more when I have time. I am in the middle of looking for animation internships so that's taking most of my time. I also am starting to do commissions as well. They are currently closed cause I can only do two at a time due to (again) internship research.
But yes, I hope to see you guys there and also my art style has changed quite a bit.
Stay warm. Stay safe. Stay yourself.
~Reina
Fall Semester Coming To A Close
So the Fall semester is coming to a close for me. And I've been stressed out for about a month. Anxiety and panic and intrusive thoughts have been a thing for this whole semester. But I've made it. I just finished up my final animation for 2D and my animatic for Character Animation. I also finished my semester reel from Character Animation. All I need to do is hand it all in. I'm going to be so happy when this is all done.
I may redo some of those animations at a later date. Especially my sneeze animation I did with Ray. I was pretty proud of it. I do have to work on some background work for Sophomore Seminar because I'll be doubli
It's Been Awhile (Junior Year)
Hey! Been a long time since I did a journal entry here. Sorry bout that. I've been busy with my junior year. We just hit midterms for us. Or at least the span that leads up to midterms. I swear it spans a good solid month, but it usually happens in November. I've been running myself into the ground to get my animation projects done. It's been fairly brutal past few months.
My summer was basically just working at a hardware store. I did spend my last week home working on a set of digital pieces that went along to lyrics from songs by Hollywood Undead.
My current projects are fairly few in between due to classwork piling up. I have
Sophomore Year: Finished
So I actually just moved back home after a stressful last few weeks of college. Phew, I still need to pass in my final essay for my History of Animation, but that's by email, so no big deal. Just need to make sure I'm awake early enough so I can pass it in before 12 in the afternoon. I'm crossing my fingers on good semester grades (no C's). Now I can relax for a few days, but I gotta start pounding the pavement in search of a job(s) for the summer. I found an apartment not far from where my classes are. Gonna bring my bike down, so I get a bit more exercise during the next school year.
I actually have a few goals I want to achieve this
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