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Alright. Feeling good. Made a little personal side blog/internet journal for myself on Tumblr. Now I can just spill things into it and just let loose the thoughts in my head without any embarrassment. Not that I dont mind being embarrassed. I dont mind it at all. I'm just that type of person who let's out only parts of what's going on in my head in these journal entries on dA.
And no I will not be sharing the URL for this blog/internet journal. Sorry.
A girl has got to let loose somewhere private? Right?
Merry Christmas everyone!!
Its crazy how fast Christmas has come. It feels so surreal. We got no snow up in the New England area unfortunately so no white Christmas. 
Oh well. 
As for other things. Been busy working on a painting that's 18" x 24". Its taking time but its slowly getting there. I've been running low on paint so been having to go out and buy more.
Now I have an honest question for you guys. But how to ask it...? How do you guys act on your emotions? Like let's say you really like someone and your feelings are fairly strong for them. How do you act upon those feelings? Do you cuddle? Sit next to each other? Etc? Is it easy for you to do that? Or do you chicken out cause you're nervous as shit and have no idea what to do?
I try acting on those feelings when it comes to getting close but the freakin' butterflies don't help. Yes. He makes my stomach twist into knots and my heart beat just a bit faster. God, I love his company and there are times where I dont want to leave it. If I had the guts to...y'know... I would but I dont.
Can I just curl up in his lap and never leave? I'd be perfectly fine with that. Or just be able to hear him ramble on about something he enjoys just because I love the sound of his voice?
Er...I'm gonna stop spewing my emotions now. My stomach is twisting into knots as I type this.
Hope everyone has a wonderful holiday. Enjoy your family time and such. (Hmm I wonder if...nah...that wouldn't happen. I'd chicken out last second. Sides he works New Years....)
Alright. Feeling good. Made a little personal side blog/internet journal for myself on Tumblr. Now I can just spill things into it and just let loose the thoughts in my head without any embarrassment. Not that I dont mind being embarrassed. I dont mind it at all. I'm just that type of person who let's out only parts of what's going on in my head in these journal entries on dA.
And no I will not be sharing the URL for this blog/internet journal. Sorry.
A girl has got to let loose somewhere private? Right? Merry Christmas everyone!!
Its crazy how fast Christmas has come. It feels so surreal. We got no snow up in the New England area unfortunately so no white Christmas. Oh well. As for other things. Been busy working on a painting that's 18" x 24". Its taking time but its slowly getting there. I've been running low on paint so been having to go out and buy more.
Now I have an honest question for you guys. But how to ask it...? How do you guys act on your emotions? Like let's say you really like someone and your feelings are fairly strong for them. How do you act upon those feelings? Do you cuddle? Sit next to each other? Etc? Is it easy for you to do that? Or do you chicken out cause you're nervous as shit and have no idea what to do?
I try acting on those feelings when it comes to getting close but the freakin' butterflies don't help. Yes. He makes my stomach twist into knots and my heart beat just a bit faster. God, I love his company and there are times where I dont want to leave it. If I had the guts to...y'know... I would but I dont.
Can I just curl up in his lap and never leave? I'd be perfectly fine with that. Or just be able to hear him ramble on about something he enjoys just because I love the sound of his voice?
Er...I'm gonna stop spewing my emotions now. My stomach is twisting into knots as I type this.
Hope everyone has a wonderful holiday. Enjoy your family time and such. (Hmm I wonder if...nah...that wouldn't happen. I'd chicken out last second. Sides he works New Years....)
NEW ACCOUNT!
Hey everyone. I decided to come back to dA just for nostalgia and just to have another platform to share my art.
If you want to follow me please do so if you wish -> Caederyn (https://www.deviantart.com/caederyn) . I only have one piece up, but I will be uploading more when I have time. I am in the middle of looking for animation internships so that's taking most of my time. I also am starting to do commissions as well. They are currently closed cause I can only do two at a time due to (again) internship research.
But yes, I hope to see you guys there and also my art style has changed quite a bit.
Stay warm. Stay safe. Stay yourself.
~Reina
Fall Semester Coming To A Close
So the Fall semester is coming to a close for me. And I've been stressed out for about a month. Anxiety and panic and intrusive thoughts have been a thing for this whole semester. But I've made it. I just finished up my final animation for 2D and my animatic for Character Animation. I also finished my semester reel from Character Animation. All I need to do is hand it all in. I'm going to be so happy when this is all done.
I may redo some of those animations at a later date. Especially my sneeze animation I did with Ray. I was pretty proud of it. I do have to work on some background work for Sophomore Seminar because I'll be doubli
It's Been Awhile (Junior Year)
Hey! Been a long time since I did a journal entry here. Sorry bout that. I've been busy with my junior year. We just hit midterms for us. Or at least the span that leads up to midterms. I swear it spans a good solid month, but it usually happens in November. I've been running myself into the ground to get my animation projects done. It's been fairly brutal past few months.
My summer was basically just working at a hardware store. I did spend my last week home working on a set of digital pieces that went along to lyrics from songs by Hollywood Undead.
My current projects are fairly few in between due to classwork piling up. I have
Sophomore Year: Finished
So I actually just moved back home after a stressful last few weeks of college. Phew, I still need to pass in my final essay for my History of Animation, but that's by email, so no big deal. Just need to make sure I'm awake early enough so I can pass it in before 12 in the afternoon. I'm crossing my fingers on good semester grades (no C's). Now I can relax for a few days, but I gotta start pounding the pavement in search of a job(s) for the summer. I found an apartment not far from where my classes are. Gonna bring my bike down, so I get a bit more exercise during the next school year.
I actually have a few goals I want to achieve this
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